Packing Light My Own Way (And a Giveaway!)

Packing is something I’ve become quite well acquainted with, having recently moved. Even as I packed, I thought (and wrote) about the idea that Allison Vesterfelt writes about of packing light. Her book Packing Light: Thoughts on Living Life with Less Baggage released this month. At its core, it’s the story of the trip she and a friend took to visit all 50 states, but it’s much more than that.

In telling her own story, Ally invites you to live your own.

I think one of the best things about packing light is that it will look different for each person. For Ally and her friend Sharaya, it meant literally packing light as they sold nearly everything to pay for their trip, then had to cram their remaining belongings in a car as they drove around the U.S. Packing Light

Right now, having signed a lease for a year and only about 7 months into a job I enjoy, packing light probably does not mean going on a road trip across the country.

And that’s okay.

Road trips are part of other people’s stories, and maybe someday part of mine, but not right now. Packing light is not one-size-fits-all.

In my here and now, packing light my own way is more about the internal than the external. Ally writes:

But maybe the healthiest way to form expectations is to expect less in the specific and more in the general. Just expect amazing scenery, without knowing what it will look like. Don’t try to imagine it, just know it will come. That way, when it comes and it looks different than you expect, you won’t miss it.     -Packing Light, p. 113

Some of the expectations I had for the way my life would go have not been met. I don’t hate my life or feel a deep resentment or bitterness towards God for not letting me have what I wanted when I wanted it, but if I don’t let it go, I could. Left unchecked, my expectations for specific things could become all I see, instead of the goodness of what is.

While getting rid of expectations isn’t as simple as throwing some old clothes into a trash bag, I think the outcome will be much better.

Til next time…


p.s. As a bonus, I have a copy of Packing Light to give away! To be entered to win, leave a comment by Friday, September 6 at 7pm ET and tell me what packing light might look like for you right now. Get a bonus entry by sharing this post on Twitter and mentioning me (@bwitt722).

(I can only ship to U.S. addresses)


Packing Memories

In a few weeks, I will be moving out of my parents’ house. The cleaning process has begun, of digging through years’ worth of pictures, ticket stubs, notes, knickknacks…and memories. I’m sorting things into piles, recognizing that not everything will be able to come along to my new, smaller bedroom, and that not everything needs to.

Allison Vesterfelt is one of my favorite bloggers. She has the tagline “Learning To Live with Less” on the main page of her blog, and it’s a topic she writes about often. It is both a physical and a metaphorical process, of learning to live with less stuff, but also with less emotional baggage. As I’m cleaning my room, I’m rediscovering that part of my problem is letting the two–the physical and emotional–get so intertwined. This is not unexpected, as I have long known about my pack rat tendencies. But as I prepare to move to a smaller space and attempt to embrace the idea of living with less things, it is not easy to suddenly untangle the two.

These items seem inconsequential. A pair of flip-flop shaped candles, a Spam Museum tour guide, a faded postcard of London, and a children’s camera, all sitting on a spiral bound notebook. If someone were helping me clean my room, they’d probably throw away each of them without a second thought.

So let me tell you their stories.

The flip-flop shaped candles were a gift from my sister from a trip she took, and they’ve sat on my dresser for years. They are dusty and old, but, even though I see my sister usually at least once a week, they still remind me of her.

I visited the Spam Museum on the way home from my second mission trip and picked up this tour guide while there. While the visit to the museum is a fond memory, the memories of the mission trip are not entirely so–but I learned much about unmet expectations, change, and seeing God in spite of things not going the way I thought they should.

One of my friends has lived in Scotland for several years, and she picked up this postcard of London for me from a thrift store or marketplace. Not only is it a reminder of my friend, it now brings back memories of my own trip to London last May and all that I experienced and learned from it. The message on the back from the original sender fascinates me, a tiny glimpse into the long-ago life of people an ocean away.

The spiral bound notebook is one of those big ones with five sections. It had a purple cover, which fell off from overuse years ago. While it is nowhere near all the way full, it is a fascinating look at my childhood. Flipping through it now, I can see the way it began to shape my love of words, with dozens of one-page stories, drawings of characters with short biographies, and random thoughts from the day or week.

Some of these items I’ve decided to keep, and some I’m getting rid of. My fear in getting rid of them though, and other things like them, is that once the physical reminder of the memories is gone, maybe the memories will be too. I know it doesn’t work quite like that, but I wonder if there are parts of my life I will never remember to remember without a physical representation. And if so, how bad is that really?

What if I forget what it felt like when I got that notebook, the anticipation of being able to fill up all those pages with whatever I wanted? What if I forget the way that people have showed they care for me with little gifts that meant so much more? What if I forget what it was like to learn important life lessons for the first time?

What if instead of throwing away an object, it’s like throwing away little pieces that have made me who I am?


So then there’s the Crayola camera. Though I have few specific memories attached to it, there’s still film in it. I don’t know when I stopped using the camera, or if the pictures would even turn out if I tried to get it developed. More than that though, I don’t know if it would be wise for me to do so. It seems a shame to let those photos go to waste, but do I really need a few more? Would it simply be more clutter to store in boxes?

I don’t know. While I know it’s not intrinsically bad to have things or attach some level of sentimental value to them, I’m figuring out what the line of “too much” is. Too much stuff, too much emotional attachment, too much worry that I’m throwing away memories and little bits of me instead of a notebook or postcard or tour guide. I don’t know where that line is, and I don’t know that I’ll find it even by the time the last box is packed. But at least I’m looking for it.

Til next time…


p.s. Should I get the film in my camera developed, or just let it go?